So many tears....
So many tears You brought to my eyes,
Feeling like my head is filled with all lies.
I dont want to feel pain all over my chest,
Just want to know Im sane, not beeing all pest.
Where are those days when I felt so happy?
Why when time pass all just looks crappy?
Im not sure any more,
Dont know my own heart.
Feeling happy no more,
Not beeing so smart.
Hardest day is in front of me,
There will be no lies.
Ill reveal my doubts, hell finally see,
Road will not be easy, will hav emany miles.
Please give me som streanght,
Not let me fall down.
I know it gonna happen, whatever was
So many tears....
So many tears You brought to my eyes,
Feeling like my head is filled with all lies.
I dont want to feel pain all over my chest,
Just want to know Im sane, not beeing all pest.
Where are those days when I felt so happy?
Why when time pass all just looks crappy?
Im not sure any more,
Dont know my own heart.
Feeling happy no more,
Not beeing so smart.
Hardest day is in front of me,
There will be no lies.
Ill reveal my doubts, hell finally see,
Road will not be easy, will hav emany miles.
Please give me som streanght,
Not let me fall down.
I know it gonna happen, whatever was
I'm sorry that I dissapeard so sudden but had to fix my life and make some important decission on my own. My life keep going slowly but everything slowly start to get ... well rather normal.
Anyway I will not use this account anymore same as I will not use Meachy character anymore and she'll always stay in my past as good memory.
For those who still interested in seeing my new art and following me please go to ~Meenks (https://www.deviantart.com/meenks)
Once again, Sorry for dissapearing so sudden *hugs all*
so yestraday i pased 25 years old. It was as normal day ... as always. I got few wishes from people i never thought i will ... and in the end few i hoped will remember forgot. Ohh ... well .... nothing new :P Happens each year. Got flowers and scented candle... Did not got anything from parents as they'll help me at sart with rent of my new place ... yay!!!
Tommarow birthday cake with family ... my sis and her boyfriend was mentioning they might get me fish in small bowl >.>; ekhm ... We'll see :D
Ok enough of weird journal ... And sorry for all crap :P
Today certain part of my life was closed. It was, so far, hardest decision of my life.
Everything that my old meachy mouse character represented just died.
Farewell Meachy...